2012 is testing me in many different ways. Economically, Socially, Personally, Emotionally, Spiritually, Sexually…

Economically I’m struggling like many but I’m surviving. I have many luxuries but a few of these same luxuries I’m sharing with others, not so luxurious…

Socially I’m a no one but it’s a personal choice. People don’t care much for my brutal honesty & I don’t care much for people to sugar coat. My honesty is a personality trait. Just because u walked into my lobby doesn’t mean u have been in my home…

Personally I’m making situations much more difficult than needed to fill a void. I’m not quite sure what I’m missing but I’m on a quest to find it. Happiness comes and goes. I know as long as I’m true to myself I will prevail…

Emotionally I’m confused. Not sure if I’m coming or going. If I’m here or there. So much has been stolen & taken by others…

Spiritually stable with my beliefs but it seems like the people are always questioning it. There’s one thing to converse but questioning is disrespectful…

Sexually I’ve always been secure with it. I like who I like & that’s that. People don’t understand it & expect me to have a preference over another & I don’t. Those whom are “close” to me till this day believe is a passing phase…

It’s a sad word & I’m simply living…