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Tue, 07 Aug 2012 14:31:59 -0400

As I walk through life with eyes wide open, soaking in all that I can at one time. I consistently realize that this world we live in will never reach the potential it has. As humans we are emotional beings that do not understand how to control our impulses. Every second we feel something whether we choose to express it or not. Many talk about emotions as if it’s a sign of ~~weakness~~ but in reality the person that is speaking is weak. The amount of emotion this person holds in proves they are not strong enough to explore them and understand them. There’s a fine line between exploring and engulfing, be aware of yourself and your actions. Go the distance, leap, and fall. Dust yourself off. Continue moving no matter how hard it seems. I’m not stating to run but walk with a steady stride, keep your eyes open and take it all in. If you fall just remember all the power you need is within yourself. No one else can make you do anything. You control your body. We aren’t puppets, we live, breathe, walk and talk.

I put a smile on my own face…

Sun, 05 Aug 2012 21:57:01 -0400

I put a smile on my own face…

Uncertainty

Mon, 16 Jul 2012 12:57:31 -0400

Being uncertain is surely a certain feeling when ur questioning ur next move. Allowing uncertainty to have a great impact on ur judgement means ur not sure or uncertain of who u r & where u want to be…
I am certain that uncertainty will not be taken into consideration for any decision. If I am uncertain of a choice or action then it should not be made/done. Uncertainty is simply telling u not to follow through…

Fresher than most males

Sun, 15 Jul 2012 13:49:39 -0400

Fresher than most males

My favorite song

Wed, 11 Jul 2012 13:04:06 -0400

You are my favorite song…

that has been banned from being played on the radio.This song only plays in my head and as time progresses I forget part of the lyrics. Bits and pieces of this song repeat in my mind and my heart begins to cry. My mind tries to reboot and erase this song but it never can erase it all. One day I would be able to overwrite this song but until then I hope my mind continues to erase as much as possible…….

#sneakercon 2012

Mon, 02 Jul 2012 00:10:55 -0400

#sneakercon 2012

The begining of your life, your story forever etched on the blank pages in some of the best chapters in my life. As the day continues on, these memories begin to fade, back into the back of my mind, under the lock and key burried in an open grave. One that I refuse to close, whyI don't even know. So I smile in hopes that things aren't as bad as they seem. Wishing you well, at times missing you very much. No more goodbye's, see you later dear old friend, I'm quite sure our paths will cross again.

Thu, 28 Jun 2012 19:12:57 -0400

Who is this?!

I'm unafraid of

Thu, 28 Jun 2012 19:07:16 -0400

Catching feelings
Taking a leap
Slipping & falling
Getting attached
Making someone priority
Playing cat & mouse

But I need to stop doing so for those whom wouldn’t want to do it for me…

From spectator to contestant. Second place isn’t so bad @...

Mon, 14 May 2012 06:50:09 -0400

From spectator to contestant. Second place isn’t so bad @ a sneaker battle…

What’s worst than knowing Ur beautiful but get treated like an ugly duckling….

Thu, 26 Apr 2012 11:48:11 -0400

What’s worst than knowing Ur beautiful but get treated like an ugly duckling….

4/13/11

Fri, 13 Apr 2012 11:41:10 -0400

I will make a promise to myself that I will no longer date ppl with children (even with pretend kids). The emotional baggage is unbearable. I cannot help u with what has happened in Ur past relationship(s) nor am I capable of fixing it. I know it isn’t fair but is it fair to me that I don’t have any baggage & I must carry urs. Ofcourse later in life as we grow together, yes but damn can we get passed the first few months before the bullsh!t occurs. Fix urself, fix Ur relations, get Ur emotions together… I may be rejecting someone great or grand for me but come correct. Get Ur sh!t right…

Easter Morning Thoughts

Sun, 08 Apr 2012 06:37:52 -0400

2012 is testing me in many different ways. Economically, Socially, Personally, Emotionally, Spiritually, Sexually…

Economically I’m struggling like many but I’m surviving. I have many luxuries but a few of these same luxuries I’m sharing with others, not so luxurious…

Socially I’m a no one but it’s a personal choice. People don’t care much for my brutal honesty & I don’t care much for people to sugar coat. My honesty is a personality trait. Just because u walked into my lobby doesn’t mean u have been in my home…

Personally I’m making situations much more difficult than needed to fill a void. I’m not quite sure what I’m missing but I’m on a quest to find it. Happiness comes and goes. I know as long as I’m true to myself I will prevail…

Emotionally I’m confused. Not sure if I’m coming or going. If I’m here or there. So much has been stolen & taken by others…

Spiritually stable with my beliefs but it seems like the people are always questioning it. There’s one thing to converse but questioning is disrespectful…

Sexually I’ve always been secure with it. I like who I like & that’s that. People don’t understand it & expect me to have a preference over another & I don’t. Those whom are “close” to me till this day believe is a passing phase…

It’s a sad word & I’m simply living…

Socrates is admired by many philosophers for his willingness to explore an argument wherever it...

Sun, 08 Apr 2012 05:36:27 -0400

Socrates is admired by many philosophers for his willingness to explore an argument wherever it would lead as well as having the moral courage to follow its conclusion.

Jumped in Started swimming Got closer Not sure if it’s moving Or it was something I thought I...

Sun, 01 Apr 2012 11:28:40 -0400

Jumped in
Started swimming
Got closer
Not sure if it’s moving
Or it was something I thought I saw
…
As I float
It’s moving further
Maybe it’s not for me
I think I would just enjoy the water
It is surrounding me
Touching me
Hugging me

That’s how we say Good Morning

Thu, 22 Mar 2012 05:13:07 -0400

That’s how we say Good Morning

Emotional Moment

Fri, 16 Mar 2012 05:15:40 -0400

Sometimes I wish I had someone to call/text @ random ass hours to talk about any random sh!t that’s on my fome… I guess thats my own fault that a person like that doesn’t exist in my life. Meanwhile many view me as that person to call/text. That’s weird… I grind alone & create this path alone. This too shall pass as another lesson learned…

rosarytatt + #bangs = Picante

Tue, 28 Feb 2012 21:02:53 -0500

rosarytatt + #bangs = Picante

fabienofnyc: Beauty and the Beast ohhh boyyy

Tue, 28 Feb 2012 20:56:04 -0500

fabienofnyc:

Beauty and the Beast

ohhh boyyy

Pretty People Rant...

Tue, 28 Feb 2012 20:42:04 -0500

Apparently attractive people believe they may get away with whatever they choose. News Flash!!! You cannot. I’m over meeting ~~attractive~~ people and they believe they may tell me whatever they choose and believe I will give up some ass or become their “shorty” right away. UUUMMM negative!!! You gotta put in work just like everyone else. ASS!!! Then I get the story about how much ass they get and I better not expect them to wait for me. Do whatever you please ~~hunnie~~. I’m not sure if you have been informed but I believe I’m pretty attractive myself but what sets me apart from you is that I have standards. ~~You dutty slut!!!~~ Yes, males are sluts aswell. You fukk whomever you choose because they make you feel pretty (lol) and have no set standards because you find the next person attractive. lol IDIOTS

ShyE does not care how attractive you think you are. No I dont lol sorry. kicks ricks!!!

Video

Tue, 07 Feb 2012 05:51:46 -0500